I'm Alive - Jackson Browne

It's been a long time since I watched these lights alone 
I look around my life tonight and you are gone 
I might have done something to keep you if I'd known 
How unhappy you had become 

While I was dreaming of you 
With my heart in your hands 
And I was following though 
With my beautiful plans 

Yeah now I'm rolling down this canyon drive 
With your laughter in my head 
I'm gonna have to block it out somehow to survive 
'cause those dreams are dead 
And I'm alive 

I want to go where I will never hear your name 
I want to lose my sorrow and be free again 
And I know I've been insane 
When I think of places I could have been 

But I was dreaming of you 
With my heart in your hands 
And I was following through 
With my beautiful plans 

Standing here by the highway side 
Watching these trucks blow by 
Inches from my face 
Yeah thinking 'bout the time I've wasted 
And the pleasure we once tasted 
Looking up and down this road 
I've been here before 
Can't be here no more 

Yeah now I'm rolling down California five 
With your laughter in my head 
I'm gonna have to block it out somehow to survive 
'cause those dreams are dead 
And I'm alive