I'm Going To Stop Pretending That I Didn't Break Your Heart - Eels

I'm gonna tell you what you need to hear
And i'm a little too late
By three or four years
And it may not make much sense
Now that we are apart
But i'm going to stop pretending
That I didn't break your heart

You see I never thought enough of myself
To realize that losing me could mean
Something like the tears in your eyes
And I want to tell you i'm sorry
And it's too late to start
But i'm going to stop pretending 
That I didn't break your heart

And it's christmas eve
Years down the line
Sitting here wishing i'd treated you better
When you were mine
And I have no way of knowing where you are
But i'm going to stop pretending 
That I didn't break your heart

I didn't mean to hurt you
I didn't know what I was doing
But I know what I have done