I'm Scared - Hoku

I don't know where we stand anymore 
You've got one foot in my life 
And the other's out the door 
And I can't believe this is happening to me 

Deep inside I've wanted to believe 
That somehow maybe someday 
There'd be some one there for me 
And I hope I haven't lost my chance 

I don't want to wake up to reality 
Of you not being here with me 
There's so many possibilites 
That we let slip away 
And if you're heart could speak 
What would it say 
You're scared to say you love me, I'm Scared 
Will you always stay 
You don't have to run away 

I wish I could believe in what I feel 
I've been fooled so many times before 
I don't know what is real 
Maybe I'm just fooling myself 

I've been running out of reasons to let go 
Tried opening up my feelings 
But your door is always closed 
And I find myself dreaming my life away 

You don't have to worry 
Cause I'm running out of reason to say no