Infantile - Cantatonia

But she only came to gloat 
It stuck right there in my throat 
How she loved to turn the screw 
And leave you feel indebted to her fantasies and views 

So surprised you saw it through 
Couldn't help but notice 
You'd covered all means of escape 
Found the other people's parties second rate 

It ain't easy 
It ain't easy 
It ain't easy 

Reduced a listener to a tear 
Forgetting what had brought him here 
Undoing everything he'd known 
Left him wake up in the morning on his own 

It's how you leave no time to breathe
All is not all that it seems 
Thought the rest was just a breeze 
'Til you remind me of my inadequacies 

It ain't easy 
It ain't easy 
It ain't easy 

It ain't easy 
It ain't easy 

It's infantile
It's in your smile 
Here's my side, you'll soon be mine 

It's infantile 
It's in your smile 
Here's my side, you'll soon be mine