Insidious - Machinae Supremacy

I feel all black inside like coal 
I wonder if you know? 
An evil thrives inside my soul 
the darkest place I know 
I rage at everyone I see 
Nocturnal fiends and all that be 
just keep away from me 

I search the shadows of my inner being 
and see reflections of my twisted memories 
The darker half of our nature 
our misery 
Is this the monster you call madness? 
Insanity? 

I feel all black inside like coal 
I wonder if you know? 
an evil nourished by my soul 
the darkest place I know 

so far from who we are 
beneath our hidden scars 
so far from where we once were 
save me from this dark and twisted avatar 
lead me back to where we were 

It scrapes the corners of this waking dream 
my own illusions leaving fissures in its seams 
A pure distinction of hatred 
and jealousy 
Is this the one fallen angel 
inside of me? 

I feel all black inside like coal 
how could you even know?