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[00:04.82]I'm historically heartbroken
[00:08.78]Drowning in my own emotions
[00:12.38]One minute away from breaking down, down, down
[00:19.16]I'm always leaving empty-handed
[00:23.03]No one wants a heart that's damaged
[00:27.13]Only know a love that lets me down, down, down, oh
[00:34.14]Staring contest with the walls
[00:40.67]I'm giving into my intrusive thoughts
[00:49.85]What if I never find anybody to love
[00:54.19]Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up
[00:57.88]'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave
[01:03.73]Woah, what if I get to heaven and it's not even real
[01:09.06]And I die before telling you how I really feel
[01:12.71]'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
[01:18.57]That maybe love's not for me
[01:25.38]If you don't look too closely
[01:29.11]You can't even tell I'm lonely
[01:32.87]Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night, night
[01:40.00]I tryna keep myself distracted
[01:44.25]But I get all these awful habits
[01:47.64]Of listening to voices in mind, mind, mind, oh
[01:54.85]Staring contest with the walls
[01:59.87]I'm giving into my intrusive thoughts, oh
[02:11.68]What if I never find anybody to love
[02:16.64]Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up
[02:20.27]'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave, woah
[02:27.98]What if I get to heaven and it's not even real
[02:31.98]And I die before telling you how I really feel
[02:35.24]'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
[02:41.03]Maybe love's not for me, oh
[02:52.88]Maybe love's not for me, oh
[02:59.86]Maybe love's not for me
[03:05.82]Maybe love's not for me
[03:08.37]For me, for me, for me
[03:10.32]Maybe love's not for me
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