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[00:04.91]I'm historically heartbroken
[00:08.64]Drownin' in my own emotions
[00:12.42]One minute away from breakin' down, down, down
[00:17.27]I'm always leavin' empty-handed
[00:23.61]No one wants a heart that's damaged
[00:27.45]Only know a love that lets me down, down, down
[00:32.48]Oh, starin' contest with the walls
[00:40.53]I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts
[00:50.49]What if I never find anybody to love
[00:54.25]Or I finally get the chance and I f- it all up?
[00:57.86]'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave
[01:04.41]Whoa, what if I get to heaven, and it's not even real
[01:09.29]And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?
[01:12.97]'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
[01:18.79]That maybe love's not for me
[01:25.51]If you don't look too closely
[01:29.20]You can't even tell I'm lonely
[01:33.12]Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night
[01:39.19]I try to keep myself distracted
[01:44.06]But I got all these awful habits
[01:47.82]Of listenin' to voices in my mind, mind, mind
[01:54.23]Oh, starin' contest with the walls
[02:01.25]I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts, oh
[02:12.80]What if I never find anybody to love
[02:16.61]Or I finally get the chance and I f- it all up?
[02:20.44]'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave, whoa-oh
[02:27.90]What if I get to heaven, and it's not even real
[02:31.54]And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?
[02:35.42]'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help, but think
[02:41.47]Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh
[02:48.91]Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh-oh
[02:56.43]Maybe love's not for me
[03:03.92]Maybe love's not for me
[03:07.53]For me, for me, for me
[03:11.51]Maybe love's not for me
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