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[00:11.05]Verse One
[00:20.96]Two weeks before my old man busted up in her
[00:23.31]My moms never walked slow
[00:24.58]Now she smoke crack, sit back, and listen to talk shows
[00:26.87]I hope she don't eat pork fried rice tonight
[00:29.79]See, the cholesterol already got my arteries tight
[00:32.21]I might select even before she injects her lethal chemicals
[00:36.10]to wrap the umbilical cords around my neck
[00:38.23]Shit, I'm pissin' in the abdomen
[00:40.39]Two and a half weeks old, already thoughts of stabbin' men
[00:43.56]Unravelin' plots and plans for thievin' and shit
[00:45.62]Immune to the gospel, not believin' in shit
[00:48.53]Where the fuck do I go from here?
[00:51.45]Cuz when the afterbirth disperse it's hard to persevere
[00:53.90]I swear I can't fuck with it
[00:56.41]She hits about two packs of cigarettes a day and I'm stuck with it
[00:59.44]The asthmatic, internally scarred from crack addicts
[01:02.40]Who share needles outside in the rain on Kraftmatics
[01:05.05]and laugh at it
[01:06.12]I guess for them it seems funny but soon
[01:08.17]I be the nigga who kills for petty money presume
[01:10.41]Inside this Temple of Doom we throw the womb
[01:13.23]I bloom to be emitted in June, considered a coon
[01:15.62]Livin' my life incomplete though
[01:18.74]On the edge of destruction, invetro
[01:23.31]Chorus (x2)
[01:25.74]I'd rather not be born
[01:28.48]than to be scorned in this world of hate
[01:30.70]Where life escape me and stick me like thorn
[01:33.08]Wild like child porn
[01:34.78]-ography, the autobi of the unborn
[01:55.95]Verse Two
[01:56.84]Overshadowed in darkness where curiosity is my light
[02:01.69]Fear it but very coherent that there's a fifty percent chance that I might
[02:04.64]Not make it in spite of the fact, it's my life
[02:07.01]And can't take it, knowin' that I'm losin' this fight
[02:09.19]to contradiction
[02:10.75]The love with the hatred inviting friction
[02:12.52]Umbilically inflicted, watchin' my life go down like Christion
[02:15.02]Understand mommy dearest is confused right now
[02:17.44]but my faith brings us through someway, somehow
[02:20.19]From now I vow to invest the livin', bow only to God
[02:22.54]The coke's tokes and tell-lie-vision violence already got me scarred
[02:25.58]Disregard what the devil allowed on my set
[02:28.15]This city's number one threat, huh
[02:30.84]Bet I could probably run for mayor on some shit like that one day
[02:33.70]Or get my hustle on, just like my dad, quiet as kept for the long stay
[02:37.29]Flow as a positive form to first step
[02:39.15]I want some friends and a ill-ass fuckin' neighbourhood rep
[02:41.95]600 Benz gooseneck with a Nakamichi system in it
[02:44.61]Graduated from a rookie, rolled-up windows tinted
[02:47.13]Desire presented for ice cream, Big Wheels, local rented movies
[02:50.26]From Power Rangers, Lion King, Toy Story and Goonies
[02:52.85]But the bomb, at least that's what I heard
[02:55.05]Beyond my 9 to 5's I write a dope rap song
[02:57.10]but with your insides gone the vision is frail
[02:59.36]Dreams can't set sail
[03:01.00]From all that unprotected sex and cold Ballantyne ales
[03:03.49]Oh well, I still prevail, God always has something in store for me
[03:06.56]outside this hell, move on
[03:08.38]Torn in the eyes of Allah, scorned when the dawn distortion upon
[03:11.17]My abortion clinic visit in the morn
[03:13.82]Chorus (x2)
[03:14.52]I'd rather be born, shine as the true and livin'
[03:17.07]Spawned to live this gift to the fullest, shit is on
[03:19.56]Still rethinkin' my position until I'm gone
[03:21.94]Mission is to elevate mind
[03:23.26]Glisten, destined forever, weather the storm
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