Isolation - Division Joy

In fear every day, every evening
It calls here aloud from above
Carefully watched for a reason
Mistaking devotion and love
Surrendered to self-preservation
From others who care for themselves
A blindness that touches perfection
Appears just like anything else
Isolation - isolation - isolation

Mother I tried, please believe me
I'm doing the best that I can, I'm ashamed of the things
I've been put through; I'm ashamed of the person I am
But if you could just see the beauty
These things I could never discribe
This is my one consolation
This is my wonderful prize