Killing Me - Cauterize

I wonder where you are
Please don't come around tonight
Cause I can't stand to see you
And I don't want to fight
Give me one more drink and I swear I think I'll be ready to make the same mistakes again
With you

I finally figured out
That you're not coming back
And I'm not going anywhere
You were the one with all the faith
How'd you let it slip away
That's right, I'm blaming this all on you
And the little things you didn't do
We both knew that you were stronger
Could have fought a little longer
You didn't hold it tight enough
You lost your grip and I slipped right through your fingers

CHORUS:
No more sleepless nights alone
This bed is better without you
No more waiting up for calls
Got nothing left to say to you

Tell me again about those better days
The silence hurts me more than anything that you could say
Broken knuckles, broken heart
I feel in love then fell apart
You tried to run, I tried to hide
Still we managed to collide
Fell so hard, matching scars
Held you close, felt so far
Hearts beating out of time
You're screaming with no reason and no rhyme

Chorus
So I will save this last breath
For words that I won't scream
I don't feel like dying
But you're killing me

Just when the wounds start healing
You're there to break me open
Watch the blood spill
I'm getting used to this I'll clean it in the morning

Chorus
So I will save this last breath
For words that I won't scream
I don't feel like dying
But you're killing me

I wonder where you are
Please don't come around tonight
Cause I can't stand to see you
And I don't want to fight
Give me one more drink and I swear I think I'll be ready to make the same mistakes again
Without you