Killing Me - O-town

Sometimes i drive myself to think in what is this doing to my head
I latley saw colors but now all is gray instead
It´s all goin around, and everything now is called confusion
I wanna shout, my voice is missing
I wanna feel my senses are gone
My mind is totally erased
This is killin me, killin me

I once started and now can never stop
This is just takin me to the top 
Top of the ending , where i should be standing
I need to get down

I wanna shout, my voice is missing
I wanna feel my senses are gone
My mind is totally erased
This is killin me, killin me

The black hole is about to consume me
I am full of sadness hate fear and anger
Why do i have to feel this way
Please can´t it be another day, and start all over again

I wanna shout, my voice is missing
I wanna feel my senses are gone
My mind is totally erased
This is killin me, killin me

If i turn back im defendless
I cant let it go so easy
I must not let it spin
Then what should i do