Killing Myself Again - Deadstar Assembly

Every page of my suicide script 
They all have a cross to bear 
Like a hammer to the teeth 
Answer my misguided prayer 

Watch it kill you, watch it kill me 
My hypocrisy is so sincere 
Each dose of delusion 
Becomes a feeding frenzy 

Carving this message into my skin 
Haunting me 
This isn't the way I want to live 
It's killing me 
It's killing me 
Carving this message into my skin 
With not one shit left to give 
I don't know if I'm gonna be 
It's killing me 
It's killing me to live 

Killing myself again 
Killing myself again 
Killing myself again 
I'm killing myself to live 
Killing myself again 
Killing myself again 
Killing myself again 
I kill myself to live 

Carving this message into my skin 
Haunting me 
This isn't the way I want to live 
It's killing me 
It's killing me 
Carving this message into my skin 
With not one shit left to give 
I don't know if I'm gonna be 
It's killing me 
It's killing me to live 

Killing myself again 
Killing myself to live 
Killing myself again 
Killing myself to live 
I'm killing 
I'm killing 
I'm killing 
I'm killing myself to live 

Carving this message into my skin 
Haunting me 
This isn't the way I want to live 
It's killing me 
It's killing me 
Carving this message into my skin 
With not one shit left to give 
I don't know if I'm gonna be 
It's killing me 
It's killing me to live