Little Satisfactions - Grade

all of my thoughts and wishes 
were for her 
to smash her head 
through the windshield 
and let the shattered glass 
drop to the pavement in song 
some of the best times I had 
were when I was missing her 
apparently 
I don't mind desperation 
if it bows in my favor 
so it seams 
without you 
I have little satisfactions