Memorial - Godhead

So much for you. 
I can't take this life. 
To be with you 
Only pushes me, deeper down. 

Guilt pain and sorrow. 
Are what haunt me still 
Waking tomorrow 
Will I feel the same?

Memories breaking me. 
Kill what I used to be. 

Wandering on, 
I know misery 
Alone in silence. 
All I had before, gone from me. 
Look to the past 
For any comforting. 
Happiness lasts 
Only when your dead. 

Memories breaking me. 
Kill what I used to be. 

Can I feel again... 
Emotions that have brought me here. 
Lost somewhere in time. 
Never to return again. 

Memories breaking me. 
Kill what I used to be. 
Falling back on myself. 
For I know no one else.