Memory - Hero Pattern

I've been living in a picture frame 
I've been dreaming, screaming out your name 
I've been scraping, trying to make up the rent 
busy searching for some money that I already spent 
but I just can't relax you see 
cuz you're not coming back to me 
guess you're only a memory to me now 
but there's so little left of me to go around 
I've been thinking about letting you go 
cuz I've been feeling like you don't wanna know 
like every second now I'm under attack 
like I'm breathing for a feeling that's just not coming back 
but I just can't relax you see 
cuz you're not coming back to me 
guess you're only a memory to me now 
but there's so little left of me to go around 
without you I've got nothing to do around here 
but it's clear that you're only a memory now 
but there's nothing to do 'round here 
since you disappeared 
and I just can't relax 
cuz you're not coming back