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[00:18.31]My little bonsai planet
[00:20.25]Head's mixed up, I gotta go now
[00:22.82]I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
[00:25.22]Gotta get up, no I can't stay down
[00:27.86]They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?
[00:30.36]Hearts beatin' out my chest, but I'm locked in
[00:32.65]I just really wanna live, what did I walk it?
[00:35.31]I've been feelin' like a mess, I think I lost it
[00:37.67]I won't even say a word, there's no more talkin'
[00:40.52]Lost it all, but I'll make it back
[00:42.89]I'm losin' time, yeah, I'm losin' track
[00:45.53]Don't know why I fuckin' laugh
[00:47.92]It's overwhelming, yeah, I can't do that
[00:50.27]Head's mixed up, I gotta go now
[00:52.89]I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
[00:55.20]Gotta get up, no I can't stay down
[00:57.61]They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?
[01:10.33]I'm mixed up, confused
[01:12.82]Don't know me or you
[01:15.31]No one knows me like you do
[01:17.59]Spent my whole life confused
[01:20.27]Yeah, blend it up like a smoothie
[01:22.36]Mix all of my guts into bits then consume me
[01:25.94]In the wild, like I'm Gumi
[01:27.41]Disappearing act, if I owe you something, sue me
[01:30.07]I'm disaffected, unscrew my head a bit
[01:32.31]Papers are still ripped, there's no proof that I still exist
[01:35.22]But I still bleed though, so much I'll stain you
[01:37.34]Lady MacBeth on your hands then replace you
[01:40.94]It's a risk and I don't think I wanna take it
[01:43.21]Think I'm in 'cause I'm convincing when I fake it
[01:45.85]But I know by the time that I make it
[01:48.38]To the start of the line
[01:49.63]Won't race 'cause I can't win
[01:51.86]Can't escape, but can't begin
[01:54.35]Way too late and stretched too thin
[01:56.79]Faults are breaking on my skin
[01:59.42]I'm so scared, I'll never try
[02:01.66]No one's there, so why should I be?
[02:04.37]I don't care, no, I won't cry
[02:06.85]Sit and stare while it goes by me
[02:10.16]Head's mixed up, I gotta go now
[02:12.70]I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
[02:15.27]Gotta get up, no I can't stay down
[02:17.63]They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?
[02:20.30]Hearts beatin' out my chest, but I'm locked in
[02:22.78]I just really wanna live, what did I walk it?
[02:25.26]I've been feelin' like a mess, I think I lost it
[02:27.82]I won't even say a word, there's no more talkin'
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