I wonder how it feels

To be wanted, loved, and needed, forgiven

I wonder how it feels

To be wanted, loved, and needed, forgiven

It felt good when you said you did and I believed

I ran away from those demons which I've been trying

To fight constantly with my life that I've lost

Hid inside an empty little sanctuary

A shabby home I call my own but I don't belong

Confessions of a sinner through my life's unfairness

And sorrow in a cabinet dinner with walls of shadows

I slept to ignore the emptiness of a

Room to be crowded with nothingness

I'm the biggest joke you'll ever hear

They spat at me, they spat at me

You said to me, you said to me

Living in a lie

Living a lie

Living in a lie

I tried to break free from the love that

I had for the loneliness that's eating me

I held on to the anxiousness of sadness turned into indifference

As they pushed me away from the world of other lepers

So I stayed in a corner, hidden behind silence disguised as a stranger

Despised by the world 25 from the sunshine and the war

I'm a deep heart from this place and what about the power

I'm the biggest joke you'll ever hear

They spat at me, they spat at me

You said to me, you said to me

Living in a lie

Living a lie

Living in a lie

I wonder how it feels

To be wanted, loved, and needed, and forgiven

I wonder how it feels

To be wanted, loved, and needed, and forgiven

I wonder how it feels

To be wanted, loved, and needed, and forgiven

It felt good when you said you did and I believed

They spat at me, they spat at me

You said to me, you said to me

Living in a lie

Living a lie

Living in a lie

I wonder how it feels

To be wanted, loved, and needed, and forgiven

I wonder how it feels

To be wanted, loved, and needed, and forgiven

Here's a letter, won't be coming back

I won't be coming back

Won't be coming back

Read this letter, won't be coming back

I won't be coming back

Won't be coming back

Monologue