Monster - Hero Pattern

Relax, forget the reasons why you're afraid 
let it go, it's the only way to rest your head 
in this bed you made 
now look what I've done to you 
I am a monster 
I scare myself sometimes 
I'm hanging onto a fading light inside 
tonight it's alright 
but we're broken and bleeding fast 
it feels good for awhile, you smile 
but it's guaranteed not to last 
now look what I've done to you 
isn't this fun for you? 
and still I pray for the day I'll understand 
why only blood can wash the blood off of my hands