Ms. Stress - Floetry

[Chorus:]
It's better that it hurts, 
it's better that it feels this way to me
I can't be too comfortable 
cause loving you is not my destiny

Said I'm concerned that I feel this pain 
my heart is aching, breaking, 
pain staking in this gambling thing this ain't no
parallel universe parallel life you choose to 
in one your living like love of my life 
and in the other your the daddy of
theirs so I play Russian Roulette 
and put this phone to my ear just to say, 
yo this is Ms. Stress

It's better that it hurts, 
it's better that it feels this way to me
I can't be too comfortable 
cause loving you is not my destiny

See too much asked of me through his lips 
so I attempted to be all that dreams suggest 
to the ego and promise the soul 
I tried to be all he had ever told 
of the interchangable face and physicality 
and mentality of she as closely ?? 
he summoned all my tears abandoned we 
I lived alone for years 
No longer knowing who exactly is Me 
as I began the punishment for his perfection 
My vision nearly lost the direction 
my return to innocence was lost 
and his ID you see I forgot instead I saw protection
through judgment now angels and devils look alike to me 
sometimes quiet sounds like lonely to me

My Angel I stopped breathing for you 
If my life was possible without end 
to be sure if love I'm needing more than just a
casual affair But the pain runs deep internally 
But clearly seen when your not there

[Chorus (2x's)]

Yo, Yo, Yo It ain't my time to die right now 
You to I means death of my heart my visions my dreams [2x's]