My Fall - Beyond The Embrace

So I travel on this road 
of emptiness another day
As I hold these dust cloud dreams 
an instant for they're blown away
Could it be all this life's for is suffering?
'Cause the sea is deep and I'm drowning 
in all the tragedies

So I bleed maybe once or twice 
to rid the seeds from my veins
The seeds that harvest the pain, 
all the pain of my darkest days
And I've waited long enough 
for these things to change
And I'll have no regrets before I take the blade

As I lay down for the last time 
and leave all emotions behind
Thinking not of the ones I'm leaving
Just the hurt and the pain inside

So the wait is over, letting go tonight
The end of life is calling, 
echoing my fall from grace
But I fear what lies ahead 
as my heart stops beating
The chance of life after death.