Negative Outlook - Unseen

I think so fucking hard my heads gonna explode. 
The hate replaces blood and its al that I know. 
Your words mean total nothing our existence is corruption
That's how I see it why don't you give it a try. 
Sadness becomes anger and I don't know why. 
I've seen so much truth theirs no more tears to cry. 
It ran out years ago the wells gone dry 
I no longer care and now I realize I have a 

Negative outlook 
That's why I have a 
Negative outlook 
And it wont change 

Do I really care sometimes I wish I could 
Then I think what I despise and it feels really good. 
I wont worship false power as you destroy earth. 
I don't give a dam what you say its worth. 
What makes me feel this way. what have I become. 
The seasons still change but the damage is done. 
Its just another culture forced to die. 
No cares no conscience I'm desensitized with a 

Negative outlook 
That's why I have a 
Negative outlook 
And it wont change 

And that is how I realized I am negative