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[00:11.14]Lately I've been drowning in depression
[00:13.20]I don't know, why everything has to be a lesson
[00:15.66]Why everybody feel my life is so perfect
[00:17.67]Like I'm not like you, like everything I ain't stressin'
[00:20.61]And don't be tryin' to telling me, what you think is best for me
[00:22.98]Cause when I needed you most, you wasn't there for me
[00:25.35]So many people tryna jeopardize my destiny
[00:27.51]Man, I can't let these things get to me
[00:29.33]Not too many answers, so many issues
[00:31.61]So many tear drops, not too many tissues
[00:34.37]Times get rough, close ones, will forget you
[00:36.39]But then they come around, when they see it's beneficial
[00:38.99]Man, this shit is crazy, I'm tryna make a change
[00:40.59]I'm tryna be the reason, you ain't gotta see the rain
[00:43.72]I'm tryna be that person, that will cover up your stain
[00:46.03]When no matter what I do, I'm always covered with the blame
[00:48.78]Sometimes I wish there was a pill to heal my heart
[00:53.15]Or maybe a band-aid that could cover up these scars
[00:57.74]Nothing there was, ever strong enough
[01:02.80]Nothing is, ever good enough
[01:27.39]I wake up every morning and I ask myself
[01:30.92]Is life worth living, should I blast myself?
[01:33.38]I got so many thoughts in my head
[01:35.05]Like what's the point of even living, when I rather be dead
[01:37.12]Now, am I another victim to my misery?
[01:39.71]Or maybe everything I'm thinking, is all in my mind
[01:42.32]Why does that everything that I want is a mystery?
[01:44.79]And everything that I don't is easy to find
[01:46.97]I used to once to go to a party, with all my friends
[01:49.45]Until, I got comfortable with the lonely nights
[01:51.84]And lately, I been smoking, trying get me high
[01:54.51]How so ironic, cause deep inside, I'm afraid of heights
[01:56.75]But I still do it, and now it's a must
[01:58.70]And now I'm just another piece of sand in the dust
[02:00.88]See I can give you everything and leave me with the crust
[02:03.66]But no matter what I do, man it's never good enough
[02:06.48]Sometimes I wish there was a pill to heal my heart
[02:11.24]Or maybe a band-aid that could cover up these scars
[02:15.48]Nothing there was, ever strong enough
[02:20.92]Nothing is, ever good enough
[02:45.75]Sometimes I wish there was a pill to heal my heart
[03:18.66]Or maybe a band-aid that could cover up these scars
[03:23.71]Nothing there was, ever strong enough
[03:28.45]Nothing is, ever good enough
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