Never That Far Away - ABiCA

Ohhh, another one gone
Another one lost alone and along the way
To the place I stay
It's been a few years been a few months been a couple weeks three days
But who the fucks counting anyways?
Who the fucks seeing better days than the fucking hideaways
It don't matter cuz it's all just a faze
Just another day just another way to make you say
Fuck this drink a bottle to the bottom
Funny how it never ever stops a problem
And you wake to a bad headache
And a bitch looking like she could jump and cause an earthquake
Never mind I'm off my track, it's me and tac showing you where numb is at
It's right here, it's no pain, no smiles, no fear
No love, nothing more nothing here

Chorus
You see me cut so deep to try to find what might be hidden
You watch me rip and tear to feel what's there what all is missing
And now I leave cuz I found this place
I'm not alone if I chose to stay
I need to know that this aint a waste and
We're never that far away

Since day one I was never fucking like you
They all criticize but never had a right to
Then never knew what it did to me
And now I see the flows of who I wanna be now
I can fake my smile I can make em believe
That I'm still a healthy person when I hide my disease
I can make em think I'm like them
I can make em think that I'm their friend
But when you take your time will you look behind my eyes
Can you see the truth or just the truth in lies
I can't take it anymore I can't help myself
Cuz when I take these pills then I'm someone else
You can't do a damn thing cuz it's up to me
Just let me be me so I can be free
Will you let them take over will you try to run and hide
Can you take off the mask from which your inside

You see me cut so deep to try to find what might be hidden
You watch me rip and tear to feel what's there what all is missing
And now I leave cuz I found this place
I'm not alone if I chose to stay
I need to know that this aint a waste and
We're never that far away

Close your eyes I'll close mine
Sometimes things get clear when you're blind
Close your eyes I'll close mine
Sometimes things get clear when you're blind
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Sometimes things get clear when you're blind
Just close your eyes and I'll close mine
I can see so clear when I'm blind
Here I am on cloud nine
Living a thin line but having a great time
On top of the world with the other mother fuckers
Thinking everybody love us and there's nothing up above us
Here I am with all I can give
Everything that was what will be and now is
Take a step back and check how you live
You don't love what you got then you don't got shit
They say you don't know what you got till it's gone
And you can't back down cuz you waited too long
They know how you feel cuz you wear it on your sleeve
And you don't want to stay but you know you can't leave
So breathe take your time cuz you know how I feel
With wounds that are just too deep to even heal
Gotta close my eyes so I can finally see
Everything I am and who I wanna be

You see me cut so deep to try to find what might be hidden
You watch me rip and tear to feel what's there what all is missing
And now I leave cuz I found this place
I'm not alone if I chose to stay
I need to know that this aint a waste and
We're never that far away