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of my life ever since the beginning I
wanted to fit in I tried but I didn't I
went in I'm, losin they call me a loser A
loner a, stoner drug, user abuser, A
burn out it, turns out I just aint the same As
these kids at my school they, so cool I'm, so lame Called
names and, they tease me I
wish they'd just leave alone but they don't and it's so rough to be me Turn
on the tv and all that I see Video's
flashin that image at me Ya
gotta be pretty with, money and perfect I'm
poor and I'm ugly my, life just aint worth it I'm
certainly destined to be a nobody No
money no, nothin no, woman just f k**it Naw
hold up a second I got an idea Got
nothin to lose I got nothin to fear I
could let my life fade away like nothin Or
I could go out big and be known for somethin' Stay
up all night and I plot and I plan Try
not to wake up my sleepin' old man Sneak
and I creep in his room while he's sleepin' Open
the closet I see it I got it I'm
grabbin' his gun and then some ammunition I
bet they'll be wishin' that they stopped the dissin' Get
up in the mornin' I'm loadin' the gun It'll
be fun to watch them kids run Walk
in the school and I'm shakin' and tremblin' I'm
gettin' upset man I'd better forget it "Hey
nice sneakers where'd, ya get them in the garbage "?"yeah
whatever man" "Shut
up loser" Naw
f k**that that's, it it's, enough of this screamin' Its
time to get even and I won't be defeated I
seated in class waitin for the bell When
it rings Ima go up and blast off these shells Look
at these kids with they clothes and they cars And
they fathers who let them live like movie stars Wit
they sneakers that cost more than pops makes in two weeks I
truley can't wait to go and start the shooting My
teacher f k**'em don't, like him a bit He
said I would grow up not amount to s t**And
maybe he's right but that s t**is still f d****up While
these kids are mad rich and, b s*****are stuck up Tony
the, captain of the football team Can't
wait to see him start runnin' and screamin' Britney
his girl from the chearleading squad Ima
blast and I'll piss on her bloody pom poms Minutes
are ticking and ticking away Come
on bell ring man I aint got all day S
w***it I walk to the front of the class As
the students and staff just look at me and laugh I
grab the gun and I just take it out They
see me and duck some, run and shout Cockin
the glock and I start to just squeeze it Then
somethin happened I couldn't believe it I
just couldn't do it I'm, watchin'em scatter Standin'
here frozen as if it don't matter Want
to and, I just wanna buck But
f k**I, can't even do it I'm stuck I'm
truly a nothing a loser it's true I
can't even do what I wanted to do I
planned all for nothin' I can't take'em out I
pointed the barrel right into my mouth