I hope you don't think I've lost my mind
I hope you don't think I'm crazy
But this message is getting long so I should just say bye but
The idea of you listening to this
The thought of you on the other side of the line
I can't hang up
I don't want this to end
Not again
Got my eyes closed falling into something new to me yeah
She knows I'm not really used to being this open no
I push so that maybe she won't get in to close to me
Now I know that i can't deny it
I think that I'm falling in this time and I'm on the edge
Heart went cold till you entered my life I swear
The way I felt in this life before you was a fucked up mess
So imma hold on tight I won't ever let you go no way
Finally I don't have to chase
So you gotta stay yeah
Honestly I'm terrified
Cause she could tear me up inside
I just need you here tonight
You're the reason I feel fine so
Baby if you go I won't deal with that
If you go a different way then I'll change my path
I'm doing my best to stay on the track oh no
But If you want a little space I'll take one step back
One step back yeah
Oh no
I'm falling I'm falling
It's scary I'm so goddamn open
I'm trying my best gotta focus
But a life without you is so hopeless
Felt I made a lot of damn progress
I was tryna do better have you noticed
I was even off the pills when I wrote this
Writing how I feel is a scary little process
Honestly, I'm terrified
Cause she could tear me up inside
I just need you here tonight
Cause you're the reason I feel fine yeah
Baby if you go I won't deal with that
If you go a different way then I'll change my path
I'm doing my best to stay on the track oh no
But If you want a little space I'll take one step back
One step back yeah
Oh no
I mean I haven't heard from you but
I hope you do
I'll always love you
Even if things never go back to what we were
What I became so used to
What I thought would be
Forever