Opening Up - Noir

I seldom told you what it feels like I used to keep it down, keep it low Never liked to let my guard go down I'm not the one who screams it all out Put much prestige in nothing Kept working on the fortress that I've built My walls are many thousand feet thick Come on and help me raise them Take it back, you described me as a cold hearted kid Slowly regaining my selfcontrolled me again Never liked to let my guard go down But I'm trying so hard Got to have some faith in that love scene I was trying to create. I've let it go since you seduced me. I am waiting for someone to explore me! I am waiting for something to explore me! ‘Cause I am not going to let it out not going to let it out No I'm not going to let it out! I'm not going to let you out I'm not going to let it out Not going to let it out No I'm not going to let it out NO I'M NOT GOING TO LET IT OUT! Disordered I've been losing it Feeling it taking me down!