Inside I know there's two of me
Can I conquer this duality
I try to fight this demon seed
If these walls could talk you'd hear a piercing scream
Can I ask what it is like to win at everything
Some of us were born to lose 'least that's how it seems
Never had a love that lasts, I'm an outcast looking in
Never had a friend in class, gave all I had to give
This day might be my last and after class I'll settle the score
Inside I know there's two of me
Can I conquer this duality
I try to fight this demon seed
If these walls could talk you'd hear a piercing scream
You know that you failed me
At just about everything
Too busy fighting there were nights I couldn't even breathe
You know at nine
I just wanted to be loved (but now at seventeen)
I know I'm way past that I need company in suffering
Bad behavior up to bad parenting -
Oh tell me father where have you been
It's gonna be the worst thing
You've ever seen - I call it proof, you call it sin
This day might be my last and after class I'll settle the score
Inside I know there's two of me
Can I conquer this duality
I try to fight this demon seed
If these walls could talk you'd hear a piercing scream
We could've been more than you gave us credit for
Everyone can do something and in home room you will soon know that
you will soon know that - fuck you! We're capable and you turned it all to salt
Your bitter show of doubt know that what I do is all your fault
We are all capable of something good or bad
You heard them pick on us - didn't do a thing
You're pushing me too far... way too far
You're pushing me too far... way too far
Inside there still are two of me
I can conquer this duality
I try to fight this demon seed
If these walls could talk, you'd see what I mean
Inside there still are two of me
I can conquer this duality
I try to fight this demon seed
If these walls could talk, you'd see what I mean