My pleasure swirl has officially stopped working
It's tired and older and I can finally sense that it needs a break
A significant hard-hitter
The past just loaded its gun
It's goddamn overwhelming to get a taste of it
All at once
Take time to breathe now
I won't talk unless you want me to
I'm throwing a pity party at my house
Take time to grieve now
I won't talk unless you need me to
But I gotta fix these social scripts somehow
I'm mining the bottom of the pit for answers
I'm mining the bottom of the pit for moral redemption
You got hay in a needle stack
You got hay in a needle stack
Take time to breathe now
I won't talk unless you want me to
I'm throwing a pity party at my house
Take time to grieve now
I won't talk unless you need me to
But I gotta try to find myself in these conversations somehow
I tried
I tried
To pick out the shitty things I said from my teeth
But I lied
I lied
And the cavity
Is years deep down
I got stuck
I got stuck
On the crux
Of something else
I got stuck
I got stuck
On the hauntings
Of self-repressed guilt