Prayer For Nothing - Canaan

Thousand are the words
As I close my eyes 
and drown in my little
prayer for nothing

Like dust dissolving in a water 
too deep, too cold, too dark
I paint a pale imitation of happiness 

With the weak brushes of 
passing desires
I portray the thousand pale signs
and the thousand bright years 
wasted after the illusion
of a NO MEANING life

While everything disappears
like a child begging for mercy
I close my eyes and save 
a last prayer for nothing

Waiting for an end that 
never comes.