Randi - Lambchop

I give the punishment 
I take the brandishment 
I am the one so hard on me 
I am the implement 
I am the battered one 
(against? I give?) Myself to rape 
I stay out in the sun 
I am the one so pale 

Taking it all too hard 
Too serious and way too smart 
Too analytical 
Taking it on the chin? 
Holding it deep within 
Letting it hurt again 
Dare not to swell with pride 
Taking it on the chin 

Nothing here works out 
Nothing to cry about 
I've ruined it negative 
I killed it with my ? 
Clock my attention span 
The fingers of one hand 
I count down 3-2-1 
And start all over again 

Nothing here works out 
I should be more secure 
Drink in the morning sun 
My work could turn to fun 
I give the punishment 
I take the brandishment 
I am so hard on me 
I am the implement