Stay up watching
Fighting sleep and nodding
Staring at a wall
Practicing
If I had my fucking chance
I'd make you cave in
But I know I'd still choke
On my way in
Rinse, Repeat, Again
I'm overcorrecting
And will you listen to me now
This is my allegory
In other words
The conclusion to my story
And if I'm afraid
I gave it a name
And if I gave it a name
I gave it a place
But I wanna believe
That I can change
But my overarching author
Thinks I'll stay the same
And I'm the one who will
Sign our story personally
Leaving residue throughout your life
Time to turn the page
And if I'm afraid
I gave it a name
And if I gave it a name
I gave it a place
But I wanna believe
That I can change
But my overarching author
Thinks I'll stay the same
You had to change your mind
Because you had more to prove
Even though I cut out room
Of my nightmare for you
And if I'm afraid
I gave it a name
And if I gave it a name
I gave it a place
But I wanna believe
That I can change
But my overarching author
Thinks I'll stay the