Rolling Dice - Far From Alaska

I got a symphony in my head Whispering things I should hide
If I listen it might bring back feelings That I almost couldn't leave behind

Amphetamines you're not supposed to use
Have to figure how to "shh"
Move but keep yourself behind the rule
Have to figure how to

Lie, but you won't
Bright is what you're not
Climb high 'til you don't see beneath the lines
They've never been written right

It's like a rolling dice
It goes 1, 2, 3, 4 times
Randomly accurate
It feels chaotic, right?