Satisfied - 8 Stops 7

Should i be safe at home
A stronger man who really should know
Better than to reach the edge and
Try to fight this on my own

Can i be something i have yet
To see in my close friends
They've all lost their heads
And it's bringing me down
To the place where i'm supposed to...be
Responsibly, for now

I want it, i need it, just one more to satisfy
Can't help it, feel nothing and nothing feels right

Should i be safe at home
I relapse quicker than you could know
My past compulsions breed convulsions
A sorry scene unfolds