You had me ready for a lifetime

I never wanted to say goodbye

You pulled away while I wasn't looking

Never really fully understood it

Maybe you just needed time to be alone

Took a while, but I disconnected

Finally found a light in all this mess

And now you're saying that you want me back

But

I'm doing better than the thread that we were holding onto

I want to know just how it feels when I'm not banking on you

I hope you find someone to show you everything I couldn't 'cause

I'm sorry, but I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

She's not me

(She's not, she will never be, she will never be me)

I know exactly what you're doing

You call me tryna jog my vision

Say, "Remember the time when we laughed at 4 AM?

Watch the sun rise above the red mountains

You don't look at me like you did back then

That was a time when we had no troubles

Nothing to stand in the way of what we had

Now you say I never want you back

But

I'm doing better than the thread that we were holding onto

I want to know just how it feels when I'm not banking on you

I hope you find someone to show you everything I couldn't 'cause

I'm sorry, but I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

She's not me

(She's not, she will never be, she will never be me)

How am I supposed to tell you that

Everything I need, I had

How am I supposed to tell you that

Everything I need, I have

I'm doing better than the thread that we were holding onto

I want to know just how it feels when I'm not banking on you

I hope you find someone to show you everything I couldn't 'cause

I'm sorry, but I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

She's not me

I'm doing better than the thread that we were holding onto

I want to know just how it feels when I'm not banking on you

I hope you find someone to show you everything I couldn't 'cause

I'm sorry, but I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

She's not me

(She's not, she will never be, she will never be me)

She's Not Me