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[00:10.82]Hi Ren, thank you for coming in today
[00:12.72]Thanks for seeing me-
[00:13.46]Looking at your file here
[00:14.55]It seems there's a very apparent interplay with your emotional state and your physical body
[00:18.99]Have you ever heard of the trauma response?
[00:20.55]I don't think so-
[00:21.60]Basically, our bodies can get stuck in a negative feedback loop
[00:24.43]Our subconscious can repeat patterns from the past
[00:26.79]Which can have a pretty drastic effect in our biology
[00:29.63]Essentially, your mind is making you sick
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[00:53.38]Sick boy, sick boy, bitten by a tick boy
[00:56.25]Looking for that fix boy, anabolic sterroroids
[00:58.84]Stem Cell poster boy, pass out, white noisе
[01:01.47]Quick fix, snake oil, I'm about to break boy
[01:04.17]Oh, what a shame, hе's in pain, have another go
[01:07.26]Take another pill, here, take a couple more
[01:09.96]Let's see how you're doing in another week or so
[01:12.57]You'll be feeling worse when the side effects will show
[01:15.35]De-realization, medical patient
[01:17.06]Losing patience with the process, walking hand in hand with Satan
[01:19.62]Complications with the medications, inflammation, dehydration
[01:22.69]Inhalation aggravation, building up a toleration
[01:25.33]Drown sucker, drown sucker, drown sucker, drown
[01:29.25]I've been feeling like I'm drowning with my feet upon the ground
[01:30.44]I've been screaming, I've been shouting, but I never make a sound
[01:33.18]I've been looking for a way out, but I always seem to drown
[01:36.03]Is this all making sense, Ren?
[01:37.52]Uh, yeah, I think so-
[01:38.84]Good
[01:39.60]What I propose we do is we try to pinpoint the exact experiences
[01:42.79]From the past that are keeping you stuck
[01:44.57]What can you tell me about your childhood?
[01:46.43]Um, I can't really think-
[01:47.24]It's okay if nothing comes up right away
[01:49.53]What I'd like you to do is take some deep breaths with me
[01:52.12]In, and out
[01:57.60]In, and out
[01:59.92]Good, now tell me the first thing that comes to your mind
[02:02.53]I feel like it's not me, it's the world that's sick
[02:04.97]We're given everything we need and we commoditize it
[02:07.65]We consume, we destroy, like we're parasitic
[02:10.32]Science tells us that it's suicide, and still we commit
[02:12.92]I'm not sick, we are sick, we are standing on a cliff
[02:15.88]In the name of progress, we jump off the precipice
[02:18.49]I'm not sick, I'm the virus, you're the virus, hypocrite
[02:20.80]How can you sit there with that smile on and tell me that I'm sick?
[02:24.03]Sick boy, sick boy, looking for a fix boy
[02:26.87]Push it down in public, quick, pose for the pic, boy
[02:29.37]Record label meetings that commodify your gift, boy
[02:32.09]Why you so upset? Don't you wanna be a rich boy?
[02:34.82]Fuck no, industry is cutthroat
[02:37.99]I've been doing bits by myself swimming backstroke
[02:40.98]Walking on a tightrope, rapping with a slit throat
[02:43.36]The way that we persist is like the ending of a bad joke
[02:46.53]As the people evolve, we're complacent to assailants, and we do what we're told
[02:50.63]Counter-intelligence, a sight to behold
[02:53.04]Rape the Earth of all resources, and we bleed it for gold
[02:55.88]And we bleed it for wealth, we bleed it for fame
[02:58.15]But when you bleed it, can you tell me what the fuck will remain?
[03:01.09]And I'm bleeding myself, I'm bleeding my brain
[03:03.68]While I'm bleeding, I'm the reason 'cause I'm doing the same
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