Startin' With Me - Jake Owen

I had a one night stand with my best friends baby sister 
And to this day he still wont speak to me 
I pawned my grandpa's old guitar in collage 
For a case of beer and a tank of gasoline 
I took a swing at my old man one Christmas 
I never dreamed that it would be his last 
I wish mom had rung my neck 
When she caught me with those cigarettes 
Which reminds me, I'm down to my last pack 

If I had a dime 
For half the things I did 
That didn't make no sense at all 
I'd be living a little higher on the hall 
If only I'd've known 
That later on down the road 
I'd look back and not like what I see 
I'd've changed a lot of things 
Startin' with me 

I called my brother everything I could think of 
The night he wouldn't bail me out of jail 
I lost a job most folks 'round here would die for 
By laying out all night and raising hell 
And I let a woman that I love slip through my fingers 
Chalk another dumb move up to my foolish pride 
I was there standin' by the bed 
When the preacher bowed his head 
With the family, the day my grandma die 

If I had a dime 
For half the things I did 
That didn't make no sense at all 
I'd be living a little higher on the hall 
If only I'd've known 
That later on down the road 
I'd look back and not like what I see 
I'd've changed a lot of things 
Startin' with me 

If only I'd've known 
That later on down the road 
I'd look back and not like what I see 
Whoa, I'd've changed a lot of things 
Startin' with me 
Startin' with me