Suddenly - Hayward Beauty College

Take a pill in the morning
when I'm feeling blue.
I got one for me and one for you.
Chemically better than I was before.
Alone inside,
staring out the door.
Been drinking fire,
been up all night.
Everything is wrong
when nothing is right;
when you're drunk as hell,
passed out on the floor.
Alone inside, 
now and forever more.
It'd be alright
if you just walked through the door.
Suddenly, I don't know
do I stay, or do I go?
What the hell am I doing here?
Suddenly, I realize my fear.
Suddenly, you're not here.