Suffer - Godhead

I wouldn't waste my time with anyone but you. 
But wasting time is all I do. 
Holding on to self control 
Gets harder every day. 
Torture me no more or go away.

I wait for you 
To see the truth. 
I'll tell myself you'll learn the answer. 

I'll count the days 
I've suffered through 
To see if they add up to you. 

I never look into your eyes to see the truth. 
I know I'll never become you. 
Tell me why your conscience lies. 
And all your guilt is gone. 
Don't you feel you ever could be wrong? 

I wait for you to learn the answer.

I'll count the days 
I've suffered through 
To see if they add up to you. 

It never pays 
To struggle through 
When all that's left is killing you