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[00:13.42]I'm not suicidal
[00:14.77]I don't wanna fucking die
[00:16.71]Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
[00:19.68]But every day I feel like dying
[00:23.13]Every day I feel like dying (dying)
[00:26.97]Why do I even try?
[00:28.37]Why do I even write
[00:29.62]Lyrics about how I'm living the life?
[00:31.20]When I'm battling pain and my demons at night
[00:33.03]Trying to find a new outlet
[00:34.62]The devil pounced in
[00:35.37]I hear him howling, my vision clouded
[00:37.12]Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way
[00:39.13]Try to be strong when I deal with the pain
[00:40.84]Yeah, put a bitch in the coffin
[00:43.13]So my family has options
[00:44.90]Gonna work 'til I'm dead
[00:46.59]So that they get the best
[00:47.70]Don't wanna set up a bad example
[00:49.26]'Cause kids looking up
[00:50.17]Can't leave them in shambles
[00:51.03]Can't make them think clocking out is okay
[00:52.75]So fuck suicide, I'm here to stay
[00:54.15]Try to free my mind
[00:55.92]I don't know what's right
[00:57.58]Wasting all my time
[00:59.29]Tryna find the light
[01:00.91]Try to free my mind
[01:02.75]I don't know what's right
[01:04.30]Wasting all my time
[01:06.07]Tryna find the light (nah, nah)
[01:08.27]I'll be out here running
[01:09.57]I'll be running from myself now
[01:11.67]Gunning demons down
[01:12.74]Find my way out of this hell now
[01:15.11]I'll be running now
[01:16.33]I'll be running from myself now
[01:18.50]Gunning demons down
[01:19.83]Find my way out of this hell now
[01:21.93]I'm not suicidal
[01:23.25]I don't wanna fucking die
[01:25.35]Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
[01:28.42]But every day I feel like dying
[01:31.66]Every day I feel like dying (dying)
[01:35.79]One too many bad thoughts inside me
[01:37.47]Got a hole in my heart
[01:38.19]Put the past behind me
[01:39.17]I'm pressed with time
[01:39.96]I'm stressed with life
[01:40.78]My breath is ice
[01:41.64]I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
[01:44.32]Barely standing
[01:45.12]Crawling down the hallways
[01:45.99]Sink into my bed
[01:47.47]With death inside my head
[01:48.75]Yeah, that note you found, I didn't mean it
[01:51.07]Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
[01:52.76]Never meant to let you down
[01:53.64]I've been down and out
[01:54.41]Racing thoughts, I had to drown them out, fuck
[01:56.27]Never giving in, I swear to God
[01:57.71]No matter how many times I prayed to a god I don't believe in
[02:00.47]Just to see if I will never wake up, but he called my bluff
[02:02.73]Try to free my mind
[02:04.58]I don't know what's right
[02:06.22]Wasting all my time
[02:07.85]Tryna find the light
[02:09.52]Try to free my mind
[02:11.21]I don't know what's right
[02:12.97]Wasting all my time
[02:14.67]Tryna find the light (nah, nah)
[02:16.85]I'll be out here running
[02:18.11]I'll be running from myself now
[02:20.17]Gunning demons down
[02:21.43]Find my way out of this hell now
[02:23.59]I'll be running now
[02:24.83]I'll be running from myself now
[02:27.02]Gunning demons down
[02:28.38]Find my way out of this hell now
[02:30.50]I'm not suicidal
[02:31.81]I don't wanna fucking die
[02:33.61]Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
[02:36.72]But every day I feel like dying
[02:40.12]Every day I feel like dying (dying)
[02:44.11]I'm not suicidal
[02:45.60]I don't wanna fucking die
[02:47.66]Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
[02:50.67]But every day I feel like dying
[02:54.04]Every day I feel like dying (dying)
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