Sumtimes - Disturbed

What I excel in best
Is my excessiveness
Of deprecation
I hate myself sometimes
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach
What's wrong with me?
F**k it
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes I feel my self esteem is low
Sumtimes...at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful
And if I wasn't me
I'd still just laugh at me
And point the finger
And blame myself as well
I will not succumb to any of my peers
I'm in control
and I'm losing it
F**k it
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful
Sumtimes as my feelings coincide
Sumtimes while I struggle to survive
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I'll be alright
Be alright [x4]