The Sufferer - Paradise Lost

I find when I'm all alone 
That I feel so ashamed, 
Cause all my pride is gone
Say what you never can resist
Say what you never would belive
Give what you never want to show
Give what you never would recive
A time when I'm all alone 
And I'm breathing afraid, 
Cause all my pride is gone
Elate the tears I create, 
How completely inane, 
Cause all my pride is gone
Collapse at my sorry stance 
But I need to surpass cause...
My only thrill alone in my own hell
Another day won't ease the sorrow
Another day will help frustration to
Grow all the pictures and the face of hope,
I have taken without warning 
When the day has just begun...