The Things That Should Not Be - A True Story

To live is to learn 
and I will live through this 
I will be your worst 
I will smile again 
I feel this as much as you do and it hurts to know 
that you're out there not by my side 
Like a ghost I walk through this town for all to see through me 
Paint my windows blackso I don't have to see tomorrow 
Alone and torn 
Slit my wrists and drown my world in vanity