This Charade - Wilting Rose

Within myself I fail to find
The capacity to care for another
I can't even care for myself
To me, you're just another lover

I never thought it'd come to this
Though I warned you from the start
I told you you'd be more hurt than before
I knew I'd break your heart

I cannot continue as your keeper
I can pretend no longer
I cannot continue to be your weakness
When my purpose was to make you stronger

Now it's time to tell the truth
I never really loved you at all
If you made me promise to catch you
I'd only let you fall