Tired - Choke

so i find my way home again 
the streets all mine another night 
of searching for a truth 
in our lies wasting precious time 
forcing impossible of convincing myself 
it'll work out tomorrow 
try to follow the outline of what should come 
to be only to find 
i'm overcome by fatigue 
an empty routine created for show 
has become just another escape from the world 
fabricating our mock progress 
faking smiles 
no one has to know the bleakness face to face 
with our undying will to make it just scraping 
gathering all pieces to complete 
the picture still hoping for comfirmation 
that this will never end respond to accusations 
from my thoughts in need of answers 
for where we are submerged into diluted 
efforts can't manage to pull out 
i've told myself 
i'm not tired so far a devotion too strong