They say I got a touch of the autism
Fuck, maybe I was baptized in it
ADHD got me pushing the limits
But OCD taught me how to keep my ducks all aligned
You'll never know, though, I just say I'm fine
High-functioning chaos with a sarcastic grin
Brain doing donuts while I'm cashing back in
Everybody wanna diagnose the way that I live
Meanwhile, half these motherfuckers don't know who they is
Teachers said, "Gifted", then they called me a threat
Too smart for the box, too loud to forget
Mind running laps while the room stands still
Like a pit bull brain strapped to a windmill
Mask on clean while the thoughts are rioting
Laugh real loud so nobody hears silence
Everybody got advice and a quick solution
But half these pills got side effects longer than the constitution
Yeah, yeah, say you need a pill for the syndrome
I don't take pills 'cause I don't trust the system
The only doctor I need got a green thumb
Whipping up the finest herb from here to kingdom come
Yeah, yeah, mind race like a streetlight flicker
One bad day and the fuse burn quicker
But I survived every label they pinned on
Still ten-toes down while the whole world spins wrong
Brain like a nightclub after 2:00 a.m.
Every thought drunk, fighting for attention again
Half my life spent trying to act normal
'Til I realized normal's just a lie with a dress code
Got rituals, habits, routines precise
If one thing move wrong, then it fucks my night
People say, "Relax," yeah, easy for you
You ain't got a thousand damn alarms in your skull going off on cue
I can hyperfocus so hard, I forget I exist
Then lose my keys while they're clenched in my fist
Ain't that some shit? Still built myself from the cracks and the dents
While these fake-ass saints keep playing pretend
No cape, no savior, no miracle fix
Just scars, bad habits, and a hell of a wit
Turned every breakdown into gasoline vocals
Now the same pain got me feeling damn immortal
Yeah, yeah, say you need a pill for the syndrome
I don't take pills 'cause I don't trust the system
The only doctor I need got a green thumb
Rolling up calm while the world go dumb
Yeah, yeah, maybe I'm strange, maybe different
Maybe that's the exact reason why I'm still here living
If my brain got loose wires, let 'em spark
I turn every damn flaw into a work of art