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[00:01.54]To my father
[00:03.13]You must save me
[00:04.97]I feel souless
[00:07.42]I feel crazy
[00:09.43]Called my mom up
[00:11.64]I said I'm hurting
[00:13.53]But she don't know how the fuck it feels when the devil's working
[00:17.99]Been talking to God, I hope that you're real
[00:20.20]I'm prayin' I feel somethin'
[00:22.29]You can try to detach the problems you have
[00:24.56]I promise they still come
[00:26.57]What if the problem is me?
[00:27.64]Don't wanna leave, I'm praying you let go
[00:30.65]I'm totally fine with being alone
[00:32.64]I told you I really am that numb
[00:34.72]So what do I do when lovin' on you is never enough?
[00:39.48]I try to be patient with loving myself, I don't give a fuck
[00:43.88]So what do I do when I'm drunk and feel like just takin' my life?
[00:48.01]I promise that you wouldn't bat me an eye
[00:50.45]You wouldn't care if I died
[00:52.70]To my father
[00:54.77]You must save me
[00:56.96]I feel souless
[00:58.98]I feel crazy
[01:01.17]Called my mom up
[01:03.24]Said I'm hurtin'
[01:05.50]She don't know how the fuck it feels when the devil's workin'
[01:14.84]I feel the sky crashing down over me
[01:23.01]Why should I live when it hurts just to be
[01:28.93]Me
[01:29.94]Or who I thought I was
[01:31.05]I spend too much time drinkin' all this liquor
[01:32.64]Now I only like me when I'm drunk
[01:34.62]It's fucked up, I know
[01:35.67]The only name I write in my own death note is me
[01:38.58]Suicidal thoughts, broken tendencies
[01:40.36]Healing isn't easy, something that I learned
[01:42.39]Nothing you could teach
[01:43.37]If my God is real, listen to me speak
[01:45.65]I really need your help, I'm 'bout to kill myself
[01:47.89]Fallin' to the ground
[01:48.84]In my tears I drown, can you hear me now?
[01:51.02]Blood on the floor
[01:52.03]Cuts on myself, fuckin' hate myself
[01:54.18]Try to change myself, I don't need fucking help
[01:56.48]Nothing fuckin' helps
[01:58.44]With my brain
[02:02.97]Please help me solve the riddle
[02:06.56]It's causing all my pain
[02:10.85]To my father
[02:12.70]You must save me
[02:14.66]I feel souless
[02:16.82]I feel crazy
[02:19.07]Called my mom up
[02:21.04]Said I'm hurting
[02:23.39]She don't know how the fuck it feels when the devils working
[02:32.42]I feel the sky crashing down over me
[02:40.64]Why should I live when it hurts just to be
[02:46.12]Me?
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