Tortured - Otep

and eye was like 13
and it was a Sunday morning eye think
and eye think both my parents were still asleep eye remember eye was gonna play sick 
so eye wouldn't have to go to church that day [don't stop] [don't stop] 
and eye turned over and there he was 
[my beloved] [my beloved] 
holding a pillow 
he smelled of sweat & regret, 
and he said...shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh