Troublemaker - Nada Surf

Why do I feel bad again? 
I shouldn't be sad or miss a grin. 
Doubt creeps in and doubt creeps out, 
Skews the view from my cloud. 
Troublemaker tempting fate, 
Questioning the path I take, 
Showing me the twists and turns, 
The forks and points of no return. 
I would hold my breath so long 
To wash ashore where I belong. 
Broken roses on the steps, 
Like promises I never kept. 
Promises I never made 
But could have honored anyway. 
Tied to years, slave to fears, 
I will always hold you dear. 
Tired, troubled but sincere, 
Wishing... fuck the rime. 
Wishing I had a time 
To wish you mine. 
Every day I choose to spend the rest of my life with her 
And every day I break the molds of lives and worlds. 
I already miss the things that I will never know. 
I will never know the things that i've already missed.