True Intentions - Dead to Me

I write about it because it feels so bad 
Always complicating life despite my best laid plans 
I wasn't lied to when wide-eyed and young 
But I've become your dreaming daughters and your problem sons 

All I do is sit around 
And shout my past into the ground 
All I want to do is take it out on you 
I've heard the things I say behind 
The doors that close inside my mind 
All I want to do is take it out on you 

I know now what I did was wrong 
I was living in denial but it won't be long 
I will come through until it's undone 
And the thing I fear most is what I've become 

All I do is sit around 
And shout my past into the ground 
All I want to do is take it out on you 
I've heard the things I say behind 
The doors that close inside my mind 
All I want to do is take it out on you 

Hide away 
What was it in my eyes? 
All the pain 
Mistrust and the lies