Vapors - God Lives Underwater

I live under a sky of angels 
Bulletproof vest of all my dangers 
I've been deceived by all the flowers-planted around me 
Sweet smell replaced by all the vapors 
Everyday you think I live a lie 
You think I want to die 
But can't you see I'm what I want to be 
I've been misunderstood about my being around 
I can't seem to stop letting people down 
Or that's what they say 
I still don't care about them or what they're thinking 
It's not fair for anyone to believe them or me or the papers 
Now I know what my destiny is  
It's the ultimate rift in the little will I have 
I'm not gonna last till the end 
I'm still my only friend 
Now I know what to do